Loan Forgiveness/Broke Rant

I was doing some research and I am currently looking in to see if I can get a loan forgiveness seeing that I making 105% less than other. Basically living in poverty but looking fabulous while I am doing it. However I do not like that concepts because you don't have to pay me nothing  to know what being broke feels like. I have been broke my whole life I don't need someone to tell me that's gonna change my outlook on life. Having money will change my outlook. Sorry I just had a moment. Back to happy lol. I think I may have found a lead, especially since I am doing this VISTA thing. Also I am looking up universities that match the education award that I get from AmeriCorps and I found Washington University which is located in St.Louis and its in their Masters In Social Work...ooooo but their school is geared towards a lot of research, and its ranked number one for Social Work...wowsers.... idk... I  like the idea of going to HBCU for my Masters since I went to a PWCU for undergraduates.  But once again. It is always good to have options.